interviewww=)

hello,

omg,omg, omg

Today is going to be my 1st interview..

youch, 

seriously, nervous like hell

*tarik nafas dlm2.. lepas....

dalmm lag, lepassss

phewwwww...

wish me luck peepz!

to whom it may concern la

hello,

kate je bestfriends, tp msg aku punya la jarang nk balas

 tp fb nye status, pergh...ada je yg diupdate.

npk sgt hp tak rosak.

heyy,, kalo bab bf msg..laju je.....

berape byk bf ko ada pun aku tak tahu...

kejap ni,kejap tuh.

bertukar, eh silap...bukan bertukar...

berbuaya berapa ko pun aku tak tau laa nak kateee...

seriously,bile susah..sedih...sibuk cari aku.

pe la name kawan ko nie.

hampeh, haprak betui..

p/s: lelaki, awas si pompuan berbuaya ini.

ops, kalo terbace, terasa...ha itula orgnye..

i feeelll good

sekian, TQ

seriously, he will regret.

true.

what a feeling.

.geram.marah.

yes, im angry!


hello,

pernah tak you guys feel so angry kat seseorg tuh, smpai menagis2, kerana tak tahan sgt ngn sikapnya?

well, yes..skg ni, memg rase pissed off so badly.(note: not to my husband)

you know why, because of this one kid that really got on my nerves.
seriously, ikut suka mulot die je nk hentam+reka citer mcm2, so i can get busted!

siyesly, aku pun tak tahu la nk cakap mcm mane....i just finish crying because of that kid!
siyesly, who the hell she think she is...aku cili mulut ko kang br tahu.
budak yang pemalas!
mentang2 skg u have adults backing u up, that's why ikut suka ko je nk ckp mengart ttg aku.

seb baik ada en.suami, kalo x....memg kena la ko...

seriously; mood so pissed off!

Bayangan Ilham

Aku yang merinduimu dengan sepenuh jiwa

Hatiku kosong bila kau jauh menyepi

Tercari-cari serpihan indahnya cinta

Dalam keheningan malam mengejar bayang ilham

Antara sedar dan dilamun igauan cinta

Airmata ku mengalir dalam kepasrahan

Demi cinta ku rentasi belantara

Yg membelenggu naluri hatiku

Demi cinta ku selami samudera

Yg melemaskan hembusan nafasku

Aku persembah seluruh ragaku

Walau hanya sedetik

Dapat bersama mu

Next Movie on the List=)

Ombak Rindu

Just Like This

Assalamualaikum

Take a point.

Macam nilah, can we just forget and forgive? Dah jelas ternyata aku maafkan kau. Aku pun bukan baik sangat. 
Hmm, but I can't forget it easily. I'm waiting for you to seek a forgiveness from me face to face. Then, I can imagine how I cry myself infront of you. because that is so sweet and overwhelmed me :') Then, me, forget? DONE AFTER THAT :)
Aku tau thats sound agak kejam, but fikir, kalau mintak maaf depan-depan, lagi better kot.  Takpe, raya nanti saya pergi rumah awak, or I can wait 'till you drop to my house, kita bermaaf-maafan, ya?

Takde guna bermusuhan.

..Breaking Dawn Part One..

ok, 1stly.. I'm a Twilight Lover.

seriously, the 1st series really hit me..which was the twilight. 

bella, jacob & edward. what one hell of story.

tp, tak ler smpai aku ni obsess sgt... bile dah ditayangkan baru aku akan merengek sampai dpt tgk...=)

heheh 

sebelum ni, series the twilight, eclipse and newmoon,.. aku akan merengek kat the 4some untuk tgk.. tp kali ni, untuk breaking dawn part one, aku merengek kat sexy man aku plak..heheh

boleh dikatakan , almost 2 weeks before nk ditygkan aku set up reminder dkt hp die..(tkut die lupe).heheh..and almost everyday aku akan cakap kat sexy man aku, "nk tgk breaking dawn"...byk sgt kali, smpi satu tahap he will say" boleh sabar tak? nnt abg bwala'..hehehh...

p/s: maybe die rimas aku asyk merengek..lol..but i dont care. heheh

that's what i do best=)..hehe

so, tgk2 kt internet, trailer mcm gempak gyler..ni previewnye...

gempak kan trailer die,...tp sadly n unfortunately to say... the story wasn't that gempak at all. and to be honest, 1,2,3 series were much better i guess.  but it was good enough la to watch it..

so, in the end.. i cant wait to see the continuation of the breaking dawn part 2

the last chapter of the lamb and lion love story...

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Readers; Do appreciate your lover, husband, partners, family...

i would like to share with all of you this video. appreciate LOVE ONE'S.

argument vs fighting

Question:

Have you guys been fighting a lot in a relationship?

Answers:

Yes.even when I am married to him.

THINK ABOUT IT.

This question was asked to me from one of my besties. and seriously, bagi aku lah. i would say that, many other relationship are facing this situation now,  maybe last minute ago,perhaps yesterday or one hour ago. who knows. fighting and arguing are almost the same thing right? eh betul ke aku nie?heheh...tp kesimpulannya, never walk away in any one of them. because believe me, it can get worse. 

Im not that good either in a relationship,  nor good in raising up the white flag. but, what I learn is that...its not about the topic o the situation that both we're facing, but its about how to solve it. I MEAN as together.

and believe me, after a long argument...in the end, both will surrender.. and it does make your relationship much stronger

betul tak?

so, like what people say

"True love is worth fighting for"

20th March 2011- The ceremony day

Many people spend their lives searching for their soulmate, their one true love. Some people are lucky to find the person they can truly call the better half of themselves, while others spend the rest of their lives searching and never finding. I am happy to count myself among the lucky ones, because I certainly found you.

Dear my Mr. husband, Omar Firdaus bin Mohd Said,

You once told me that you are afraid of growing old. You told me then that to grow old means to be alone, and it frightens you. But I want you to grow old. I want you to grow old with me. I want to watch the wrinkles form on your face and every strand of your hair turn white, because to me you would be the most beautiful, even when you are all wrinkled and gray. You do not have to fear being alone, my beloved omar firdaus, because I shall be with you. Grow old with me. I promise to love you faithfully, to care for you and to cherish you, to provide you with support and everything that you need, to respect and honor you. All my days left to me, I shall spend them all loving you.

Sincere from you wife;

Fatihah binti mohd sani

Shall we colour our life together, with moments that we create.

19th March 2011

The Soleminization of 

Omar Firdaus bin Mohd Said & Fatihah binti Mohd Sani 

After a year of 'getting to know", mengharungi setiap dugaan, hasutan dengan penuh sabar. akhirnya, WE MADE IT abg...

Dengan sekali lafaz, I am Yours. You Are Mine. 

"Aku terima nikahnya  Fatihah Binti Mohd Sani dengan mas kahwin sebanyak RM 330 tunai"

syukur alhamdullilah. Ya allah, aku mohon padamu agar engkau berkatilah hubungan kami di dunia dan di akhirat , engkau kurniakanlah kami anak2 yang soleh dan solehah..Amin.. 

Here's few Soleminization Photo's:

 

20th February 2010

Remembering those days:

Everyone must have their not so good relationship, just for fun relationship, serious relationship, just to get over the ex relationship and so on...bla bla bla..

but as for me, relationship. It can be defined as 

 1st : Bonding of two hearts

2nd: Partner

3rd : or just someone that you can talk to.

tak semua org, will accept us in relationship. and it goes the same to us..kan??

My story about my past relationship, isn't really a thing to brought up. But, kdg2, to think about those relationship, tergelak la plak.its like, was that me doing all those. omg, so childish.! 

yela, ibarat cinta monyet kan. merajuk , bertengking bagai.haha.

my 1st cinta monyet was when i was in year 4 ,ke 5, or 6 ntah...couldnt really remember. but it was like more, 'bertepuk sebelah tangan ' la. It was when i was back in perth, Australia. Those days, what to remember!. but i was willing to do stuff, to lie stuff, just to get 'his' attention i guess. haha! pretty lawak. So bila da mature sikit, i tend to get so shy towards him because thinking what i did before. so it was like more, embarrasing moments than, love love moments. haha!

got back here (Malaysia), dapat la full attention from everyone. lagi2, that time.. my family and i just got back from 'overseas'. we were in perth, for about 5 years. so , bila balik kampung...semua jadi teruja. jadi 'famous' la plak.. but for us, its like great to be home..i got back here, when i was in form 2, stay kat sekolah kg for about 1 year. after that, we all moved to tg. malim. kat kg pun, ada jgk cinta sne sni.. tp cinta budak2 kan..haha. 

So, when i was in form 3. new school, new attention (again) , new relationship .. i guess when i was in form 3 la, i learned alot about love,sikit demi sikit mature la..(ceh). i had 3 relationship, and only one of them lasted for quite such time. but at the end, masing2 buat haluan2 masing. and thats just it. 

So bila hbs highschool, nak masuk form 6...again, new relationship. but this relationship was one hell of relationship. susah nak citer, and too berat to share. there's only few yg tahu kisah hidup aku . about this relationship. urm, it wasn't really like  a girlfriend, boyfriend relationship. it was more like a friendship relationship. Perhaps next time I share with you.(actually , dah tulis da pun kish tuh, cume tak terpost lagi)hehe. the only thing missing about that friendship relationship story, is the tittle.. tak jumpa lagi the right tittle for it.

CUT

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CUT

 Enough with those, let's begin kisah ku bersama Jejaka Sexy yang akhirnya ku Jatuh cinta.

<3

I've never met him, never heard of him.. and not even looked at him.

to be terus terang, I am now married to a man that wasn't my decision to made.

yes, true. not my lover. more correct term: parents decision. you know why, because my parents know's what is best for me.

He was my dad's students for 7 semester.

he was one of my dad best students.

he was my dad's choice.

but now, he is my dad's son in law.

and my pillow who I cannot go sleep without.=)

Just a brief and short story about this relationship...

His name is Omar Firdaus bin Mohd Said, we've got to know each other for about 3 months. (skejap sgt). and then, we got engaged. ( without thinking about what's going to happen towards my future).

yela, this guy..kenal pun kejap. Jumpe pun buleh kira la...that time banyak sgt questions that i didn't have the answers. So , it was like ..boleh dikatakan lah.. Berani Mati, taking a small big steps into getting engaged. 

Close friends ada yang support, ada jugak yang risau. but it was me to decide. So, it was like. apa yang aku buat ni.betul ke?dia kah?eh, xmuda sgt ke aku ni?dah ready ke aku ni? byk sgt dlm pemikiran aku that time.

so then, without thinking. i agreed to the whole engagement thingg.

We both got engaged on the 20th february 2010, which lasted for 1 year. (In my head, I have 1 year, to get to know this man.. omg, sempat ker? ).haha.

Just to share:photo's of the engagement.

I'm Officially engaged to : Omar firdaus bin Mohd Said.

Ya Allah Yang Maha Pemurah,

terima kasih Engkau telah menciptakan dia dan mempertemukan saya dengannya.

Terima kasih untuk saat-saat indah yang boleh kami nikmati bersama.

Terima kasih untuk setiap pertemuan yang boleh kami lalui bersama.

Terima kasih untuk setiap saat-saat yang lalu.

Saya datang bersujud dihadapan-Mu,

Sucikan hati saya yaa Allah, sehingga dapat melaksanakan kehendak dan rencana-Mu dalam hidup saya.

Yaa Allah, jika saya bukan pemilik tulang rusuknya,

janganlah biarkan saya merindukan kehadirannya.

Janganlah biarkan saya melabuhkan hati saya di hatinya.

Kikislah pesonanya dari pelupuk mata saya

dan usirlah dia darI hati saya.

Gantilah damba kerinduan dan cinta yang bersemayam di dada ini dengan kasih dari dan pada-Mu yang tulus dan murni.

Tolonglah saya agar dapat mengasihinya sebagai sahabat.

Tetapi jika Kau ciptakan dia untuk saya, yaa Allah,

tolong satukan hati kami.

Bantulah saya untuk mencintai, mengerti dan menerima dia SEADANYA

Berikan saya kesabaran, ketekunan, dan kesungguhan untuk menenangkan hatinya.

Agar dia juga mencintai, mengerti dan mahu menerima saya

dengan segala kelebihan dan kekurangan saya sebagaimana saya telah Kau ciptakan.

Yakinkanlah dia bahwa saya sungguh-sungguh mencintai dan rela membagi suka dan duka saya dengan dia.

Yaa Allah Maha Pengasih, dengarlah doa saya ini.

Lepaskanlah saya dari keraguan ini menurut kasih dan kehendak-Mu.

Allah Yang Maha Kekal, saya tahu Engkau sentiasa memberikan yang terbaik buat saya.

Luka dan keraguan yang saya alami pasti ada hikmahnya.

Ajarlah saya untuk tetap setia dan sabar menanti tibanya waktu yang telah Engkau tentukan.Jadilah kehendak-Mu dan bukan kehendak saya yang jadi dalam setiap bagian hidup saya, yaa Allah.

Amin…

...kisah hidup ku...

For starters:

Nama aku Fatihah binti mohd Sani, im quite simple and easy goin type of person. i was born at melaka, tp most of years, i grow up living few places. melaka, KL, Perth, and come to last staying at tg.malim.

Im the eldest, tp susah mengalah ngn siblings. sgt degil and keras hati. if i want something, i will try to get it , even it means to bergelut with my siblings and sulking for ages..hahha=)thats me. but im soft hearted person. i just bergelut, but never yelled to them, instead i get yelled back. lol.

My life has been a journey to remember. i have a wonderful family, very supporting  parents. siblings which i love to bergelut with.=) very outgoing cousins, uncles&aunties=).

Not to forget, friends i met along the way. Those who become close and those who become 'not so close'(in a polite manner):p. Relationships which didn't quite make it and lastly, The men that finally stole
  my heart<3 and being a part of my life. ..

At First Hello,

HELLO, IM TEYHA

IM NEW HERE( actually 'ex member), but im back with bloggiess now=)

feel free to add me up, and follow me.

p/s: This is my story, and let's begin